On my way to the Nuthouse

Dear Reader, Today I did the Sean T. Insanity Fit Test. I spent the majority of this test laying on the floor attempting to stop my head from regurgitating my dinner or spinning madly, but as I lay in bed now, typing, I am proud. I am proud because despite my pathetic fit test, the point was to test my level so I could compare as it got better, not to score high. If I scored high on the test to start Insanity probably wouldn't end up doing me as much good. I am proud because I finished the video! I did all the exercises! I have had a problem with deciding I have worked out enough for a day and simply turning the video off. I am proud because I took the first step. I started this, and now that I've started, I have added that bit of accountability. That little motivation that now, I have to finish. It took me 4 days to get my apartment cleaned up enough to have the space to start this workout, so I have been making it a goal to continue. But to me starting this workout program symbolizes so much more than simply exercising. This is one of the steps I am taking to bring my life to where I want it to be. Along with whitening my teeth, dying my hair red, cleaning my apartment, and finishing that online bar tending course. It is something I have decided I will do and am committing to - and this workout was the first step. This week I start my journey - with my new red hair (that is a story that also needs to be told), my new workout commitment, and a new attitude. Updates to come, but in the meantime, think on the things you want to commit to in your life, as a permanent change. Sincerely, Paige